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YAY....
Got my staples and stitches out today. Still need to wear something on my head for a while but that's totally fine with me. I want to wait until my hair grows back in this area. At least they are...
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TIME. . . .
For my kind of humor.So I go to the butt Dr today 1st time, not only does he have the most funny sense of humor butt he's so good looking. I didn't want him poking around butt what can I say. I know...
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IT'S TIME
I've been neglecting to write, just kinda forgot. My days have not been the greatest, I am trying so hard to stay positive and to cope better but lately it's been really really hard. Today is the...
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AH, EXCUSE ME. . . .
so for inquiring minds I will be blessed with Gamma Knife number 6 this Thursday at 6 friggin am. Whenever I forget how many times I've done this all I need to do is feel the craters on my forehead,...
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MADE IT. . . .
Through another Gamma Knife, back on the roids but just for 8 days, full 2 mg for 4 then 1mg for 4 then go see Dr. and off of them I pray!Had both of my Bubbas with me so how could I go wrong.Surprised...
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SWALLOW THIS. . . .
So I go to Dr A last Friday and He explains very calmly, but I know whats coming because of the look on his face so tears start coming, yet I have my own tissue....We did the gamma knife but where i...
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GOING to . . . .
Onc. this am, oh boy!!! We will see what she has to say I am a little confused because originally they said chemo does not break the blood brain barrier, so WTF??Radiation coming prob will start next...
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WHERE DO I START????. . . .
OK, so here it all is as of right now Thursday morning.Hannah is home that's the best.Tomorrow she gets to take me to have a port put back in. If I'd never taken the stupid thing out I would have all...
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MY . . . .
Neck and chest looks like something from a vampire movie and it frigging hurts. I can't really take pain pills because I am slightly allergic...I have to take benedryl with, so imagine my stooper...
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WED. . . .
OK . . . . the magic chemo pill that arrives by fort Knox tomorrow is called Temodar, Only 250 a pill, that's5 grand for a 25 day supply. we changed ins, need i say more?new deductible so cost is 250,...
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AS. . . .
Luck would have it I have a blood clot in my neck in may main artery, you can see the tubing in my neck (for the chemo port) so when I move my head it bulges out, fucking figures!So I take 1/2 vicodin...
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UGH. . . .
That about says it all, tolerating all, chemo, chemo pill and radiation.....SUPER tired, a little pukey here and there...nothing that zofran, compazine and some med mj can't handle, seriously..So I...
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HOW. . . .
Do I feel? Like shit. living on nausea med and MJ, think I said that before but who can remember with half a brain.I know I'm sick of asking people to do things and then when someone says sure lets...
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two. . . .
More weeks of torture left, then I can get this power port out and start feeling a little better I hope I hope.Just feel shitty and don't have much to say. which is hard to believe for me.
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I just wanna be done. . . .
Its confirmed next Tuesday last chemo and radiation too I think. (i pray) chemo for sure just not sure about oral chemo waiting for a call tomorrow to find out, everything is so confusing and I forget...
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sTARTING OVER. . . .
I just deleted what i typed. What an idiot! and while i'm at it that good for spell check.Tomorrow the Radiation and chemo are over. Back on small dose of steriods 4 mg at dinner for only 4 more...
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Friday. . . .
Still feel pretty much the same, like I'm waiting for something to happen, yeah like not feeling sick anymore and to have this crap over with., Hopefully that part is coming soon.Just so soooooo tired....
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HOW do. . . .
I start this part? so much racing around in my head. Its been a long journey and one I feel like iv'e been on for long enough.
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WELL....
Today is the first day i have no radiation, no chemo thank God it is over, Brain MRI in three weeks but I expect that to be clean after all this shit I just sent through. this round was much worse than...
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